小小Update..

成为新鲜的草莓族也有两三个星期也是时候更新我堆积如山的灰尘。原来作为公司的一分子所承受的压力与疲惫是难以形容，每天拖着疲惫且难以形容的肥胖身形日复一日，夜复一夜，重复同样的时间，地点，动作。内向与外向不相上下的我反复必须克服重复与长时间某些事物提不起劲和粗心大意的我是个很大的学习功课，其次是我的英文水平有逐渐下降的趋势，而我必须在短时间内克服我所面对的难题。前几天，忽然有种冲动想要继续升学，谈何容易！又要的等等等，要是有钱应该就要直接报名赶上最快的课程。但没$当然是万万不能。有位长辈就告诉我他的经验，要是对某些事开始有兴趣那么直然而然就会做得好。真希望我能专注些别再粗心大意了。工作，灵命的成长可不是一朝一夕的事，只要有恒心一定可以做到。。+ U..

三部曲

在这场充满刺激，每天和时间赛跑的花花世界里，我生活的三部曲竟然是吃，睡，上网，那么我这只大懒虫跟猪有分别吗？！当然有啦至少它们是提供我们食物，而我呢？在世上的小小人物...每天麻木的忙到连部落格都很少上了,堆积如上的'梅'一时间难以消化,不'生病'才怪..身为工作者的朋友们或许非常羡慕我如此的生活但我只想说一句其实这种生活才恐怖因为生活完全没了寄托,身为学生的朋友也不必羡慕要是成天向往如此的生活那么我们进修的时间完全没了,更别说是灵修..有时纳闷,什么时候才能有我这位社会新鲜人立足之地?!进修谈何容易,进入大学的窄门虽比进入永恒的窄门难但我却没有任何的优先权.我的优先权唯有完全的交托及耐心地等候安排.大家都说还没工作就好好休息,享受人生但是要怎样?对每件事都提不起劲...haiz..希望我的心情能像雨后的彩虹那么美丽..:)

杂记

我毕业了，我终于毕业了。

三年的读书生涯就这样过了，

仿佛好像昨天的事

光阴似箭

酸甜苦辣

所谓吃得苦中苦方为人上人

毕业了意味着事业/失业的开始

我该怎样为我的人生打算呢？

恍恍惚惚地度过？

怎么办？

我不敢想象

我想只能交托于主。。。

03.12.2009

本学期的霸王~final year project终于于今早完美的结束了顿时让松了一口气.神奇的是我们竟然没被panel"shoot"或许我们所做的presentation得到panel的认同.短短的十几分钟的presentation犹如天堂和地狱,我们是属于天堂的一派或许神的工作在当中运行,三位panel就好象天使般的慈祥.天堂的感觉真的很好完全就像个检讨会或许说是三位讲师的讨论会好听的多.panel的终结是我们这组比起前面两组来的好原因是我们有做application,用excel啦.当其中一位panel说可以出去时我顿时愣住了,啊你们只问几题题目就"放"我们了..早上的presentation五组中就有两组进了天堂,另三组进了地狱.下午的其他coursemates就不知有没我们这么幸运.现在开始就必须专注于大考了希望神继续眷顾我好让我也能顺利的通过考试,压力难免会有的希望重担暂时能扯在一边..:)各位+ U了..

An interview

1st of all i ned thank to my lovely GOD, dearest parent and my fellow friends and lecturer who do suppost and encourage me to go to an interview organise by Schlumberger. Even im not selected to enter the 3rd or final stage but i am happy and unbelievable i manage to enter the 2nd stage..Actually im refuse to go the interview as most of my coursemates who do send their name that day told me yest nite they wont go..few minutes b4 9am i decided to go to the interview and take it a chance to learn and experience how a big, well known and foreign company to take or hire a student to enter the company..Almost all of the batchmates bring the calculator juz me and i guess im the only person who do all the calculation without calculator..the 1st stage was all the student need sit for the a test call technical test which consists of 7 parts(i guess), english, machanics physics, maths, physics power (all electic n electrical things), general ques and also drawings..(maybe miss one of the part not sure dy bz wat i can remember is all the ques ask more bout physics more than what i study in civil..for those who study in mechanical and electrical junior u all have a big chance to enter tat company actually..As a careless student, I didnt read the instructions carefully that we are NOT allow to write anything on its question paper, what to do then??i then ned to use my examgrade to erase all the calculation i made on the paper..actually i also ned to be proud n surprise bz without any calculator i still manage to enter the 2nd stage which is call discussion..they put u in a group with 5 and a task will be given. all of us ned to write down our NAME and GROUP NUMBER to be qualified to go this stage b4 we state down our opinion and solution when we still at the individual discussion. three of 25 student disqualified b4 the group discussion, after that we are given 10 or 20 minutes to do it b4 10 minute to do presentation on stage.walao, 3 of the "experience" worker shoot us nonstop. I totally afraid to answer question asking by a guy who stay at US for more than 5 or 10 years because i dont understand what he talking about, see how poor the english standard of me..Alice, u write down the XXX when group discussion why u're not a project manager..aduh??this also can be a ques..is it ned to check and make sure the time are accurate..%^&*()..i juz ned ur answer yes o no..Alice, could you please state some of the weakness of ur manager?by then i answer from this few seconds, i didnt c he gt any weakness..above are sum of the ques i remembered when i "shoot" by 3 of the worker out of 5 of them..finally, i disqualified to send in the CV and the entrance to the final stage..nvm i said to myself..at least i got chance to experience it..hope my coursemate, esma can enter the schlumberger..GUD luck to those who been selected to enter the final stage..+ u..:)
*lot of error could found in my blog, no wonder i cant enter the final stage..:(

an outing

on 28/11 2 of my coursemates and I decide went to town to watch the movie which is twilight saga:the moon..It is a chance for me to give myself a rest, recently I totally feel stress with my course work and so on..the energy that i have i think is not enough 4 me to win the game again to achieve the goal..I love twilight series maybe because of Edward and Bella but after the moon, I have add on an admirer who is Jacob. Jacob dy a big chance in his character as well as his look from twilight to the moon. he seen to be more "stronger" is a gud guy to pretect his "partner"..wahahaha..the 2nd story end up with Edward ask permission to marry Bella make me crazy and cant wait 4 d 3rd movie..Overall, twilight saga:the moon more on relationship or love between Jacob, Edward and Bella..Bella will become a member of vampire soon and marry wif Edward...huhu..cant wait 4 it..After the movie, 3 of us go n have our brunch(breakfast +lunch)+ tea break at KFC downstairs, quite save the budget rite??hehe..crazy wif the movie let us 4gt bout to take meal b4 the movie..after that we bought some goods from parkson to indians street b4 we end up our journey to poly..on the way back to poly, saw an accident somewhere near with the matang's technical skul..Driving safely very important for us and it not only protect us but also other road users and their family..
p/s:the pic will add on when im bck to hometown due to my laptop attack by the virus from my lect:(

迷失

疲倦的我仿佛对读书的生涯完全失去了自由

更加对学业提不起劲

只剩大约一个星期多的时间准备

presentation of final sem's project，final exam

身上的重担简直超越了极限

熊猫眼也越来越严重

视力问题的出现给了我一个警告

警戒我必须拥有足够的休息时间

一天超过6小时的睡眠对我来说是个奢侈

不知自己能不能撑到考试完毕

放弃曾在我的脑海里出现了无数次

噩梦破坏我的睡眠品质

人往往是那么脆弱

重担一来往往就迷失了方向感

生活宛如迷宫

唯有坚持到底才能成功的抵达终点